Saturday, December 31, 2005

31 Dec-- A happy ending of a horrible year

WEEeeee.....!!!! Today i am super happy..still happy now haha..cos i had a super nice day out with my bf..i dunno why too..but it juz went off smoothly n we juz kept chatting happily away the whole time..we went to eat sakae sushi buffet at OUB ctr in the afternoon..after this 'testing' i think genki sushi is much better..at least the salmon tastes more fresh...i think the crowd were all in the holiday mood wor..cos it's the last day of the yr so in good mood as me...tho it rained v badly today but i enjoyed the coolness of the whole day...we went walking ard marina sq and later juz settled at the stairs and chat..it's not bad juz laze ard the day..cos we might not hav the chance n leisure to do so when term starts..sobs...

But anyway..later we went to coffee club to eat dinner..we ate sandwiches (mine was striploin steak sandwich plus mushrooms)..really very nice..everywhere were queues to eat and many extending opening hours haha..tho i hate crowds but the mood was good..and to top off the fabulous dinner..we ate fondue!! i juz love choc on my banana..i'm in heaven!! haha..satisfying meal today..

oh yay...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE>>>HAVE A FULFILLING N HAPPY YEAR!!!
*HUGx*

Friday, December 30, 2005

A day of dust...

Today felt like a full-time housewife tho my mum is the one who works the most everyday now..she like non-stop machine..so i cant afford to be too slack either..we went to market in the morning(with much grumbling from my niece) and bought fruits, vege..my mum was crazy cos she bought fruits like nobody's business..apples, pears, oranges, bananas, pineapple...but who suffer? me!! cos i am the one who is in charge to carry heavy stuff in the household now...no wonder i kept wishing for a brother..so heavy lo..by the time we got home i was super exhausted alr..it was 12+..too late and too tired to go for class ecp trip in the afternoon...

after i knocked out on the sofa for 2hours( cos my mum was still nagging away haha)..i finally started on the clean-up..cleaned the windows, fans, aircon, lights..then was super hungry at 4+ so tea-break (which was quite a heavy meal haha)..finally the ultimate project and a muz-do tidying of my book shelves..i cleaned all the way from 5-8.30...threw away one big bag of junk and cleared space for the upcoming new sem..i gotta prepare more files for my notes lo..juz first lec i saw my prof uploaded tons of notes..makes me feel even more reluctant to go back n study...anw after the clean-up...my white shirt seems to be covered w dirt lo..kept sneezing away cos my nose v itchy..now i juz want to lie on my clean bed n sleep...yawnz..tmr going market again..bleah

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Last week of hols...

Oops i think i neglected my blog for quite some time..cos i am making up for the lost time now..doing housework before i go out meet my friends..ok la not alot but at least the heavier tasks are on my shoulders..tmr need to go market w my mum to help her carry the stuff and then clean the windows b4 i go out meet my badminton buddies...haiz muz plan to clean my book shelves..it's pilling with dust now bleah..on fri i'm going ecp with my class..sat going out too..and leaving sunday at home to clean n spend time w my parents..so thinking not going for the ubin trip on e coming mon..aiyo..later butt aching on the first day of sch...

anyways...today the repairman juz came and fixed our phone sockets..apparently the wires were too old n burnt inside which caused the my internet to dc everytime calls come in or go out..(tho now still dc a few times but faster to reconnect)..now phones are back in order!! i'm so glad..at least can have a peace of mind when i start sch..i hate to think of such probs cos term starts i'm super not free..need to go sch go work n go date n sometimes even to plan for friends meet up..so little time..so much to do! haha..at least time flies wor..2005 is finally coming to an end soon..i cant wait to end this awful year..but means end of my precious one month of hols too..haiz..nvm..at least more income will come in..chinese new yr coming too..yay!!!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

s06 Xmas Party!!

Oh man, it's really great to see so many ppl turned up for today's class xmas party..17 out of 23 of our class turned up..which makes it one of our most successful class outings..my daughters huifang n nat really did a great job contacting the rest and weehao, thung han, shishir(who came back alr) n my son yunfoong really helped alot in the preparation..i had the luxury to sit back n juz eat the food they cooked..it's really fun n brought back alot of memory at the playground at nat's place...i was planning with the rest n celebrated nat's bdae with my class earlier in the year..we even deco the place up with fireworks..nat's estate is really our ideal place to meet up..like shishir's bdae planning..for me alot of baking sessions haha...tonight tho it was drizzling n hard to get the fire going..we juz put up a canopy n bbq underneath at the pit..quite an experience as i really get to relax after this stressful n tiring week...havent been laughing so much in the wk...really happy after seeing them..

Now my dad has discharged n resting at home..so dun worry..i juz need to help out with more housework at home only..at least dun hav to travel to simei everyday..today i had to mop the floor before i go out..hse quite dirty n i had to make my mum happy or else not granted permission to go out..i went home at 11.30 which is much later than 10+ (tat i promised) but she din nag...phew..she din scold me much this wk..


The days has been cold as it kept raining..haiz..now left 2 more days till he's back..i'm still waiting...

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

2 Days Down

oh well he has left for 2days alr..tho he still sms me a few times in a day but the tot tat he's so far away is sad...5days more to go...

today is my dad's op day..thanks to all those ppl who msged me..he's fine now thanks..it went successfully n he is juz weak now n needs lots of rest..my mum said his face not as pale as the last time (i dun really rem these stuff)..but since it's still considered a major op i dunno when he can discharge yet..so xmas party i cant confirm until i see how in a few more days..i'm travelling to simei everyday to see my dad n stay there the whole day so u all might not see me online or update my blog as regularly as b4..kinda tired..i'll be fine dun worry k...

ppl out there healthy n kicking muz enjoy life more wor...have fun!!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

A week of loneliness...每逢佳节倍思亲

My dad is going for an op nxt wk..so i am rejecting all offers to go out (with e exception of our class xmas party i think) so ppl pls understand..but keep me updated with the happenings k..or else i'll be super bored nxt wk...no life..muz go hospital everyday to keep my dad company..

Today i am bading goodbye to my boyfriend who is going to Taiwan for his trip with his family early tmr morn..he's going for a wk...so quite a lonely xmas for me this yr...but i hope he enjoys his trip and buys me lots of prez!! think i need a hooded jacket for my lectures nxt yr k..*hint hint*

haha so ppl out there (those still in s'pore) tell me wad's fun out happening k...i hope i can still hav fun during my last wk of hols!! dun worry i will be fine..juz bored haha..hope my dad recovers soon too...*pray hard*

Friday, December 16, 2005

The Promise

Today spent 8 bucks on this movie, cast by nicholas tse, zhang bo zhi and zhang dong jian..

This show is about this orphan little gal who was starving during war time and had to steal food from dead ppl in order to survive..the man-shen (goddess) gave her 2 choices: to be the same, or to live in riches and men adoring over her but in exchange, she will never find true love again...so the little gal chose the latter option..Zhang dong jian acted as Kunlun who was a slave bought by the famous general in crimson armour. Kunlun was from the Land of Snow and born with the talent to run..he can even out-run time to go back to years before..he aided the general to victory in a battle of 3000 army against the 20000 barbarians...

As the general was badly injured by the assassin, sent by the North Duke (cast by nic tse) so the general sent Kunlun to dress as him and save the king..the North Duke surrounded the palace in order to get Lady Qingcheng...but in the end Kunlun came, killed the king and save Lady Qingcheng (who was the little gal) instd...they were chased till the edge and Kunlun in order to exchange Lady Qingcheng's freedom, jumped over the cliff and into the big waterfall...she was super touched by him and since fallen in love with him...but North Duke did not let her go but cage her in a big wooden cage and even made her wear a feather coat...

Well this is the part where i think is most interesting and hav a decent plot...the costumes are very pretty of cos and the effects are great...but without seeing the subtitles i cannot understand wad the actors are saying..esp Korean actor...the clarity is really bad...other than tat the rest of the movie is about how the men adore over Lady Qingcheng and how she gets captured and escape again..then finale is the main cast killed one another..their dialogue is really lame and too much it juz loses the whole mood of the movie..such a pity..the guys are either too gay or too lustful and zhang bo zhi is rather bitchy and her make-up sux...she's alr so fair and they made her face white as a ghost...i can see the faces of the ppl are so sian diaoz after the show haha...i think the ending is quite bad cos i cant even rem alr!! Wasted my 8 bucks....X(

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Fitness First

Wonder wad the title means? Haha..it's the name of the fitness ctr tat i went today with my cousin..this is the first time i went for such workout so everything is a brand new experience to me..We two went to the Raffles Place branch at 7 as i needed to wait until my cousin finished work..we first toured ard the place with one of the staff..the interior was pretty small( but city area every inch costs money) with the usual treadmills, cycling machines and weight-lifting stuff etc, the exterior has a mini swimming pool ,outdoor weight lifting equipments and a small pavillion for their pilate or aerobics lessons..well normal haha..but it was fun getting quality treatments rather than the old n rusty machines tat we usually worked out in school..

We started with the treadmills (ok this is the first time tat i run so long on it)..there is a meter on each machine stating how much calories we burnt..so we ran ard 30mins and burnt 100calories before we finally stopped..i din really keep up with running as i long long nv had a decent jog ever since i kept falling sick in Uni..i juz maintained my speed, changing from a run to a brisk walk...we were all sweating away after our 'supposed' warm-up..the funny thing is the moment we stepped off the machine..we couldn't stand still..it seems as though one small step we took was fast-fowarding..so we looked like 2 unbalanced zombies trying to walk haha...

There is one good thing about the place: we get free drinks (all self-service) like soft-drinks and hot drinks and apples to munch on..the members can still rent cds and vcds..after a quick drink we went on to the cycling machine which we cycled another 20mins and burnt 100 calories as our goal again..phew by then our legs were alr so wobbly (my poor cousin gotta keep up with me)..then we decided to work our upper bodies instd..did some weight lifting, crunches, leg press etc..juz trying out the machines as we only have 7 days free...after tat i still wanna try the dunno-wad's-tat machine and the stairs climbing machine...did not tat much cos our legs were really quite tired..mine alr slightly trembling..

We decided to go for the steam bath inside the women's changing room..it's great tat they provide t-shirts n shorts in additional to towels for which we can bathe there..i did my very first steam bath there too..it's really funny for me to walk ard the changing room with only one towel wrapped ard my body haha..but since all gals inside and i'm not the only one doing tat..*cough* tat's ok i guess haha...not too much details then..so we went in for 15mins? time seems to crawl inside..damn hot inside..within secs i got water all over my body..dunno izit sweat or the water vapour..i muz cover my face with the small towel or else my nostrils were like burning and cant even breathe properly..u always see models posing nicely in the photos right? i dun even dare to lean on the walls..knowing my skin will be burnt bleah..so awkward inside haha..it's really v v hot!!

after a burning session ( which my cousin seems to enjoy alot), we cooled down abit n went to bathe..they even hav hair conditioner provided..but not a very good one tho..my hair kinda dried after tat...i really enjoyed the facilities inside..cos i love warm water for my bath..it's like a high class hotel bathroom inside..with hair dryer, cotton wool n even combs provided..we can really come n go easily..today is really fun n i enjoyed all the facilities there but..oh no i can predict my butt gonna hurt again tmr..!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Itchy Mouth Syndrome (IMS)

Dunno wad has gotten into me lately but juz like to snack whenever i got nth to do...bad habits i say..i am not home tat often and today i juz felt like a total pig..helped my mum carry some fruits from NTUC this afternoon..we walked there n back..i gotten a packet of roasted broad beans since i sure need sth to chew on..my stupid niece was even worse than me..she kept eating away and made me tempted to munch on her crackers too haha..after tat i juz dropped off to nap...woke up and started eating my broad beans before dinner...to make up due to my itchy mouth i ate more veges for dinner and fruits..other than a tiny piece of choco i din snack again haha..i was kept busy watching amazing race finale hehe...tmr i am going to the gym with my cousin..time to burn some calories >.<

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Your Existing Situation
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities.

Your Stress Sources
Wants freedom to follow her own convictions and principles, to achieve respect as an individual in her own right. Desires to avail herself of every possible opportunity without having to submit to limitations or restrictions.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels she is receiving less than her share, but that she will have to conform and make the best of her situation.
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.

Your Desired Objective
Needs to feel identified with someone or something and wishes to win support by her charm and amiability. Sentimental and yearns for a romantic tenderness.

Your Actual Problem
Seeks to avoid criticism and to prevent restriction of her freedom to act, and to decide for herself by the exercise of great personal charm in her dealings with others.

Your Actual Problem #2
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.

Fish Fever

Yay..i finally watched Chicken Little!! It's abit short and kinda lame but i like the Fish out of the water! He's so damn funny and cute...wad i personally feel is the voice for chicken little is abit too old..mayb tat's wad the director wanna portray? small chicken with a big dream...still like tat fish...or e tiny furry alien..so cute n looks cuddly...the plot simple so nth much to comment too...the nxt one i find worth watching is Narnia..which dunno when's showing...

today went to genki sushi to eat buffet again..to grant someone's wish to eat sushi before going overseas...we hit the target of 30plates...until i felt like puking haha..our aim was to eat alot of salmon( which we did--8plates?)..until now i think i'm suffering salmon overdose hehe...first time eat so much raw fish and drank alot of soup...i think i'm gonna stay off sushi for a long long time...

Monday, December 12, 2005

Babysitting day

Today supposed to be the best day to shop!! but my dad gotta go to checkup at changi hospital again and my mum followed so i muz babysit my niece till they come back..her hanyu pinyin is so lousy..muz recap everything w her again..alot cant read cant spell until i repeated so many times...we spent 11am to 2pm juz going thru one chapter of her chinese textbook...i din eat anything except drank a cup of tea since i woke up...then i muz cook for her n myself...simple instant noodles la since monday alot of stalls not opened...one chapter is enough to exhaust both of us...bleah..so we rested the whole day...watched the survivors finale in the afternoon directly off satellite..their challenge today was of the big maze was super interesting..

quite a boring day today...went to disturb my aunt cos we v sian at home..bought ice-cream for her too..today weather super hot..we ate so much junk until not hungry for dinner...my mum abit funny..bought so much from old chang kee, bengawan solo n shilin...only my niece could still eat..salute her...my dinner was juz a curry puff tonight...felt like a rubbish bin today -.-'''

Sunday, December 11, 2005

哦....蛋炒饭

Hmm got someone who read my blog like newspaper now...funny...no news no nth leh..juz plain old me grumbling n writing down my everyday tiny details..yawn...so free ah?

Anyway today actually wanna bring my parents try tat old peking canteen's (lao beijing shitang) buffet...but my cousin-in-law came to fix dunno wad then juz sat there and chatted until we missed the timing 3-5pm...so we walked down all the way from PS to paragon..so many ppl on orchard road lor..even on such a cooling day we were sweating while walking there...oh ya saw tianwei along the way..he saw me lor..and looked over my head without acknowledging me...( not tat i am short k)..felt he's damn rude..look over my head somemore..great insult...(sorry nat for doing tat to u all the time hehe..)

So we went to ding tai feng to eat dinner..by then was quite hungry..even at 5+ the restaurant was alr pretty crowded ...we ordered fried rice (dan chao fan), fried ribs with fried rice, dan dan noodles and of cos xiao long bao!! Particularly muz recommend ppl to eat their fried rice..really alot of eggs and the rice was stir-fried until v fragnant...it costs a plate at 5.50 n the one with ribs 8.50..i prefer the one with ribs or else egg fried rice is still pretty plain..it's always nice to eat w/o my niece for a change as suddenly there will be no noise pollution...after tat we went up the road to walk horse see flower (zou ma kan hua)...until it was nearly 7+..bought snacks at burger king before we go home..think my dad wasnt exactly full haha...oh well my vampire show is on now..

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Dim sum brunch

Haha today got a funny turnout of our class outing..seems like RV outing more ( other than jiaqi) than s06 class outing..today got me, fabian, weehao, zirong n jiaqi...my poor son (yunfoong) was stuck in camp doing guard duty while my daughter (hf) was doing her school project the whole day...guess we are a brunch of free ppl..we ate a fair amount there, chatted alot (with much low-standard laming) until it seems like we hindered them to clear the tables..i din eat much fried food as dun wan to develop sore throat again...i was pretty full after tat..even had difficulty forcing myself to eat dinner again at 6pm...the guys later on went to science ctr to see the star wars exhibition (which i die die wun waste money on tat) so i went home watched whole afternoon of tv..quite nice actually..so rested the whole day...first time went out for a mere 3hrs...well juz a slack day..

Friday, December 09, 2005

Shopping Spree

Dun be mistaken..today i only bought 2 shirts at 20% discount..only feel like spending alot on buying new clothes suddenly...i bought a new pair of shoes for my dad for the new yr or else he's gonna be stuck w tat old ugly sandals again..at least i got more taste...today whole family (incl my noisy niece) went to orchard to shop..my niece was super anxious to find a pair of sandals (which ends up to be those kind of pink kiddy heels--utterly disgusted)...but couldn't find a nice pair there..so i went to look for my clothes..she was stalking here n there with a black face..damn funny to see her irritated..at first i wanna paid for my own clothes but my mum paid for me (she in good mood after pms me for nearly one wk)..oh well i can save more money for more clothes too..

i hope to get a nice skirt n a pair of pants..prob more t-shirts for nxt sem..will be out scouting for more clothes nxt wk...my pay is finally coming in!!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Losing taste

Finally after a good night's sleep (tho still hav blocked nose), my illness seems to recover..other than i am gradually losing my taste yet again..cant hardly taste the apple i ate juz now..well anw today i should be at the beach having fun..but guess i am not fated to go n hav fun there..i slept well n got up n did a draft for my nxt sem's timetable..it sucks really..even within the same chinese course..the core can clash with e electives...did the teacher meaning to teach other ppl rather than the major students? i sent an email to the secretary..hopefully there will be changes..so sad tat i cannot take Jap level 2 due to my irritating timetable..quite a pity as i really wanna learn another language...mayb i will self study so tat mayb i can take tat during special semster..it will again be a 5-day wk (if i can successfully get all my slots in) n i can leave early on fri..tat's wad i am most happy about...cos this sem is really slogging away..super tiring..with early fri off i can at least have a longer wkend..

My dad suddenly wanna go Fortunate Restaurant to eat dim sum as he gotta go for another medical checkup nxt wk..prob need another operation which i know he is pretty upset..my dad dote me most i know..abit nagging but nv like to beat me..i really hope the checkup goes well n he need not be hospitalize again...then we juz walked ard toa payoh central...i bought another pair of shoes (my mum kept shaking her head)..i like canvas shoes wad...cannot afford Converse one so bought one navy blue pair at only $19.90..quite a bargain..but think i need to get a shoe cupboard of my own to accomodate all my shoes hehe...

another wk is gonna pass soon...not as exciting n happy as last wk..meeting class for a meal on sat is the only exciting event to look fwd to..cos i know i will be at least cheer up by them..well then..off to play my mahjong b4 i end off the day..

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Mahjong day--on losing streak...

Today went to Bukit Panjang Plaza to meet up with fishie (aka yusui), huiqi and their friend Simen to have lunch n later play mahjong at yusui's place...it's been quite awhile since i saw yusui who went to smu n nv turn up for our badminton outings..poor huiqi her skin on her foot nearly came out due to the blister n she walked w such a limp...she is going to HongKong this fri too..i really hope she will recover by then n have a fun trip...we went to jack's place to eat the student's meal but their service was so damn slow tat we penalised our time to play more rounds of mahjong...

By the time we reached her place, it was already 3pm n we gotta leave at ard 6 to eat dinner at home...it was really stuffy at her place as the sun kept shinning in..but lucky we din move ard much as i was still feeling quite giddy this morn..i was on the verge of winning when they gamed...to tell the truth i din game even once...i was determined to play until i game but....suay means suay...i played until quite sieh...din know i dun hav a tai when i game..so means i 'za hu'..they were so relieved when i finally 'gamed' juz to find out i 'za hu' to end off my losing streak of mahjong session...damn sian diao...but anyhow it is still fun to play mahjong as i long long time nv play le...so anyone who wanna play mahjong muz call me k...i muz 'fan ben' (we played chips not real money)...

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Sick again....

Due to some personal reasons i couldn't sleep well last night...tossing n turning the whole night...in addition to my runny nose which has developed into a 'full-blown' flu today..i am feeling super sleepy the whole day..hardly awake for a few hours...my eyes are swollen n get tired easily..been feeling warm the whole day too...guess i have a fever n slight sore throat...think i pia too much last wk..now aches starting to act up n gotten so sick again...bleah..i need to lie down again...

Monday, December 05, 2005

E-X-H-A-U-S-T-E-D--after marathon

Finally after the marathon...yesterday i was so shagged tat i din bother to blog...now finally regained some energy after sleeping for near 10hrs...

I gotta wake up at 2.15am to get ready for my marathon drink station volunteer work...gotta meet at 3am to get our stuff like food (it sux as usual), gloves and penknife etc...oh ya i met zhanjiang who was there as section leader...anw my station was pathetic..cos ended up only 2 crew under me..we gotta work super hard cos we severely understaffed...needed to set up 24tables n prepare to uncap near 6000+ bottles for the full marathon runners..this yr the bottles were super hard to open..it didn't take long for us all to feel the pain n blisters developing even we were wearing gloves..we worked from 4+ to 7+ then we rested abit before the first batch of elite runners approached our station...they finished 40km in ab 2hrs time lor...super fast..by then we worked relentlessly all the way..with only 3 of us n trying to replenish the drinks..need to uncap n everything...as more ppl approached we found it super hard to keep up n even if i kept requesting for more ppl...we struggled until 11+ before they arrived...

we oso had to open chilled drinks as most runners like more due to the super hot weather...i was super glad tat 2 korean runners (half marathon runners who finished earlier) stopped n helped us to open the caps n gave out to runners...their english was quite bad so they shouted 'ice ice' instead of ice water haha...they oso shouted encouragement to fellow korean n many stopped to chat...i had to carry boxes of bottled drinks to replenish water..then dug into ice cold water to retrieve the chilled drinks...really strained my back and many small cuts and blisters after tat...until the backup came then we managed to catch a breather n rest our tired legs...we muz hav been standing for 4hrs n running ab to carry drinks...really really v shagged...the back up had 18 crew which meant we were over-staffed haha..so i juz sat back n relax while they can slowly help me do the work...by then crowds were beginning to thin out..

haiz my crews were the most cold-blooded ppl...after we stood down from duty at near 2pm...we juz walked back to padang..they juz treated me invisible n started walking in front of me until i lost sight of them...i worked as hard as any of them too...haiz...showed their true faces after tat...
but well on the happier note..i met yunning after tat for my well-deserved lunch ( my bfast was at 5am)...i had the $20 reimbursement n since we both suddenly v enthu we decided to try genki sushi buffet at $15++..add $2 u can hav free flow of drinks...oh ya we met hong ge on the way to marina sq who juz gave me a punch n walked off..act cool guy haha..we ate till we nearly burst at the buffet...we counted we ate ard 28 dishes...the best is the salmon sushi...big slices on each sushi..damn nice..our target was 30 but we really wanna puke le..haha teewei u nv come..missed a good meal..

after eating we cautiously( due to our bloated tummy) made our way to the mrt station where we were going to istana to watch the last COG of the yr...by the time we rushed there they juz reached n i cant really get a good look with ppl tall in front of me (pity yunning too hehe)...i saw my cousin watching too..he was once in military band n he told me the band yesterday was the best..this month the stunts are finally diff from all those tat i watched earlier this yr...more throwing of rifles!! my fav...there was one with 2 guys stood facing each other with a person in the centre facing the front...the 2 guys were exchanging rifles right in front of the person's face haha...too bad i stood at the side so at tat angle i really couldnt see much..the performance was quite good as no one dropped rifle or did wrong moves (as far as i can see)...the only minor flaw was one guy's helmet dropped (which he caught it in time) when they ended off one section n bent down their head...it was bad of me la..but he indeed look quite silly haha...

after tat yunning n i parted to go home..my cousin n i took the same bus home where he, as usual, kept talking to me while i was struggling to keep my eyes open n answered his usual silly questions..i was super tired after everything n forcing myself to keep awake while i walked home..i afterall, was awake nearly the whole night...the rest of the details are no more interesting so i shall end here...yawn...still tired...

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Eve of marathon..

Yawnz...seriously i am already feeling v sleepy now...dunno why too...mayb my mind is preparing mentally to sleep early haha..i need to wake up at 2.15am to get ready to go there..damn sian today cos 3 out of 4 crews told me they cannot make it due to some stupid reasons...all said cannot make it..if so why make the commitment? this is really creating inconvenience to other ppl...i think this is Hall project to earn points? stupid...it's NTU Hall 7 ppl..i tell u those ppl better watch out...i am alr despising them for being so irresponsible..if nxt time their hostel on fire hmm.....

now really quite sian...this yr marathon preparation sux...last time one briefing we can settle everything..this yr went for 3 briefings n the apparels were only given to me this fri..which is only 2 days away from the event day..they ought to show more efficiency...this or tat cannot confirmed...it's lucky i got previous experience or else normal ppl may not know wad to do..haiz...bad temper now..

ok i better go pack my bag now...or else gonna be a rush later...

Friday, December 02, 2005

Ultimate walking day

Busy busy day today was....frankly my legs are still trembling (or shaking?) slightly now...

ok today, after receiving a last-min msg from SSC( Singapore Sports Council) to collect the apparels for the marathon on this coming sunday..i went w my dad to go stadium n collect then we went to suntec to look at the marathon expo at hall 6 then went w my dad to walk ard the newly opened Marina Sq..i felt like a tour guide bring my dad ard haha..then i joined my mum n aunt plus my 2 hyper-active + super noisy nieces to tour Marina Sq again...we went to esplanade roof terrace then walked back to suntec again....shortly after bringing them there, i walked back to espl (need to walk from marina sq to millenia walk n take underpass to suntec) to take bus to harbourfront..

then i tabao dinner for both of us n we went up the mount faber..my legs were all wobbly by the time i reached the top..it was really a cooling night n strong winds kept blowing..there were quite a few changes at the top since i last went up..the cable car station has sort of joined w a classy restaurant n we cannot go up as it is for special functions..u cannot enter the restaurants in tee-shirt n slippers too..damn sian lor...but my main purpose of going up was to see the big xmas tree at the top..it turned out to be one of the red towers transformed w fake leaves n all the lightings with a star on the 'treetop'...but nevertheless it looked really magnificant at a distance...i can see it from my niece's hse...well i think for nxt time's outing to the top..we can only go to the marine deck ( the one near the ship) or the place w merlion..

seems like i hav been walking all day lor...actually nearly whole of this wk too...busy but enjoyable wk really...so glad i can play w/o a care haha..no need to envy me hehe cos i earned it!!

ps: i will be doing standard chartered marathon drinks station this coming sun, at marina promenade..feel free to come to the padang n join in the carnival!! sadly i think i will only step down from duty at ard 2+? i dunno...

Thursday, December 01, 2005

KTV at Chinatown

Today i went to kbox with my GV17( singing module) classmate, Jason who asked his friends along n i dragged yun ning'er to go with me...surprising 2 of which i already knew from last time badminton session..his friends are all v funny n friendly...but still not as comical as Jason (for which we secretly crown him the class clown haha)..at first v shy of singing but the guys juz went on n on...one guy was still having sore throat lor...they sang alot of songs which i seldom sing cos mainly guys' vocal range n too low for me..

For the whole of 5hours at the ktv..the music nv stop and mostly the 2 guys kept singing away..i salute them for their stamina...cos towards the end i was sounding quite hoarse..partly due to laughing too much too hehe...it's juz super funny when they tried to cover karen's singing by singing louder then ended up like the glass door was gonna break any moment haha..oh ya..besides me n yunning, all his friends are yr 3 engineering students..and i am the only non-engine student there...but we are all from NTU..it's v fun singing w a big group cos the music juz go on n on so it wun tire anyone out..but oso not too many ppl (only 6 of us) or else it will take ages for ur turn to sing too..the money was definitely well spent with them ard...

Great time i had...i feel like going again haha...but not too soon k...dun hav so much money :(

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Airport excursion

today juz went w nat to the airport for a walk..it was unlike the usual crowded town areas tat we used to go (other than the departure halls)..we strolled from terminal 2 to terminal 1...alot of new restaurants opened in terminal 2 n the deco is super nice...saw the guards on patrol which reminds me of wad fabian mimic at ikea haha..throughout the whole trip it was nat doing most of the talking n 90% of her talk was about nicholas tse ( duh...) she was like pointing this is where she waited n chased after her idol e last time..haha..so typical of her...

we ate at the staff canteen n later went over to BK at terminal 1 to buy some snacks where we discussed plans for the class n the upcoming xmas party..it is really a headache to plan when the ns guys cannot confirm their dates (not their fault) w us..n worst of all none really showed enthusiasim or interest to plan or initiate sth for the class..cannot always depend on us gals to do the job right? u all wan outing so better plan la..dun keep asking us to plan cos we are not as free as u think...however i will still do the planning n coordination this time round with the gals' help n hope there will be more cooperation from the guys to reply us n not dao us...we dun hav much sms to spare either..

well then after we hav listed out some possible venues for the party n decided to go find out the prices first..we will then decide on the best venue n do up a food list n ppl confirmed etc...tat will be later since it's too early but the booking muz be done fast in case all taken up..nat will be going to Hongkong for a few days so i will try to contact w hf to see wad else we can come up...budget really as if too exp it will scare off the ppl who always refuse to pay...tat's the summary of the discussion...

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

16km ---cause of my pain...

today went to ECP with yunning...such a super hot afternoon tat i gotten lazy even before starting...but once we started, the weather seems to change for the better...it was nice cycling under shades n cooling breeze..we cycled all the way past big splash towards the end n cycled back to bedok jetty where we rested n enjoyed super cooling winds under the blue sky...it was a damn good weather...but we could see dark clouds going towards city area...we continued our ride all the way to the other end ( or where it is accessible) all the way to safra golf course...juz to realise time was running out..we cycled all the way back non-stop for 45min back to marine cove to return our bikes...after cycling for so long our legs felt funny walking back on solid grd...it was v funny haha...

after tat we ate a large waffle each with a scoop of ice cream ( i think my fav now is choco chip cookie dough)...felt super super bloated after tat..esp flour + water...couldnt really finish our milkshake...i can feel my aches gonna be super terrible tmr...oh dear...save me sia...i hope i can flip over when i wake up haha...but it was a super great workout...

Monday, November 28, 2005

Ouch~~

my butt still hurts when i fell down during roller blading this afternoon...got a cut in my left leg too..haha...painful first try after so long nv prac..my niece n my dad kept commenting n thought it's so easy...if not for me..they will be feeling worse then me now...couldn't even stand up properly...

today had a nice walk to ikea from my hse...haha juz a workout before the meal...think i over-hyper today...ouch ouch think i gonna sleep soon...butt abit funny..tmr still going ecp to cycle...
yawnzz...

Sunday, November 27, 2005

歌词欣赏

其实很早就喜欢这首歌 《雪人》, 尤其是王力宏与范晓宣的版本。圣诞节要来了,现在就想让大家欣赏我的诠释。

《雪人》

1)好冷 雪已经积得那么深
Merry Christmas to you
我深爱的人
2)好冷 整个冬天在你家门
Are you my snowman?
我痴痴 痴痴地等
3)雪 一片一片一片一片
拚出你我的缘分
我的爱因而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
4)雪 一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将 也将不再生存

这首歌的顺序其实是 3,2,1,4 或 3,1,2,4
不过我个人偏爱 3,2,1,4, 所以我将以这一个顺序说出故事中雪人(女生口吻)的爱情故事。。。

“我是一个雪人,是由你用双手把我创造出来的,由一片片的雪拚出我们之间的缘分,我的爱就是因为你而产生的。你的双手摸着白雪,我心疼你受冷发痛。”

“整个冬天望着你的家门,好冷,还是你对我的冷淡,你是不是我生命中的雪人?我痴痴 痴痴地等。。。”

“过了好久,雪已经积得那么深,你依然对我冷淡,佳节里我倍感寒冷,祝你 Merry Christmas, 我深爱的人。。。”

“天空的雪越来越少,一片一片的,在无声中缤纷地飞舞着,春天就要来了,(对着你)我也将不能生存。。。(隐含再见的意思)”

文字用得浅白,但很有画面感。包涵的感情令人很寒心,尤其置身雪人孤单地在一个季节里对爱人的那份执著,却始终没有结果。。。

Saturday, November 26, 2005

First first aid exposure...

today i went for my 3rd marathon briefing..sort of for all leaders to voice their opinions and confirm the route details..wah lao me small fry only..then they talked so much oso not my concern..found out tat zhanjiang is one of the sector leader too..but he din come for the briefing..

after the first 2hrs of talk we had a short break then had a first aid talk by this speaker, who resembles alvin (zhang) so much...haha cos both look like coffeeshop uncle w crew cut hair..but tat speaker, joseph phang ( wonder if they are related hmm...) is quite zai...a certified paramedic from australia so he touched on the basics like CPR and exposure to injuries...the pictures he used are so damn bloody...one got a long slit on the stomach w intestines all exposed, one prisoner who tried to jump over the prison fence but leg was caught by the barb wire n one whole upper thigh was tore open ( argh...vomit...), another one is a poor kid who fell while learning ice-skating n a fat man, who couldn't brake in time, cut through his leg n fell on the kid causing 2 open wounds..the poor kid had to have his leg amptutated until the knee (i really hav shivers going to learn ice skating now)...
he oso let us viewed videos called Life ER taken from discovery channel where we saw real-life situations where ppl did the rescueing...one is a black getting stabbed by his gf...and one which is more amazing for me was the video of a delivery of a 5mth old baby n how they performed CPR on the tiny little life who was so hard to breathe w his under-developed lungs...the doc ( a female asian doc woo...) practically had to pull out the baby, cos the feet was facing down, n be so careful cos his head could break w such a thin neck..it was so nerve-breaking..then they used 2 fingers to do chest compression n had to insert a thin tube to pump oxygen into his lungs...i really feel like slapping the mother cos apparently she took drugs n alcohol which induce the delivery...the chance of a 5mth baby surviving is so slim..lucky the doc perserved n the baby with his strong will to live tat e young life survived the ordeal....phew...

the alvin look-alike wanted us to know how real life situation was n not only to this sporting event but nxt time if emergency occurs we hav to be prepared to face bloody scenes and knows wad are the things we can do to help...(takes a deep-breath) seriously i doubt i will hav any courage to do it...haiz....

WooHoo!!!!

It's the day tat many of us have been waiting for...it's finally the end of my mental n physical exam marathon!!!! it had took 3 bloody wks for 6 papers...damn shagged at the end of everything...but nevertheless everyone is in a joyous mood!! I finished my 2hr paper in one hour's time haha..n left 45min earlier...the paper is either u know or u dun haha..but hack care now...it's all over...u hear tat...it's OVER!!!

I am in super hyper mood now...i think at least to all my NTU fellow mates who have endured days of mental torture to keep revising...and finally today is the end of all the papers..today especially is for GE papers..so we ended on a lighter note..woohoo...i think if we can..we would set off fire-crackers at the end haha...we can finally set down everything n play u know..now left only a month before the nxt sem starts again...muz treasure the time..dec is a time for bonding sessions and of cos...X MAS Shopping!! the catalogue is really tempting me sia...i wanna buy new sneakers, jacket n accessories ( saw one pair snowflake earrings tat is so cool..feel like punching 2 ear holes too..but ouch )

haha finally...congrats to all the ppl who finished their exam..and oso Alvin who is super proud to pass out from NDU..great work!!
Guys...it's party time!!!!!!!!!! lalalalala.....( abit short-circuit now hmm...)

Thursday, November 24, 2005

the last night of revision

oh man...i revised until 2.30am last night..somehow today feel super tired n hungry...my mum din buy anything for me..guess i wun snack too..too tired to eat..been waiting for tmr so so long!! the bloody exam is dragging like forever...how come other unis can start later n end earlier than us? not fair...3wks is juz too much for me..keep getting into and out of exam mood...but well i guess the only good point is we all get to finish revision..revise until dun feel like studying anymore haha...

today linguistics paper is quite tiring..at first tot cannot finish but then alot dunno how to do..i mis-interpretted one of the questions some more...the teacher huh really give no chance...even tested on the reading materials tat we had...who the hell will know wad norman wanna say?? still got tat 丁邦新...i still labi xiaoxin better...my most confident core subject is gonna die too...wadever..i studied until vomit blood for this one..glad it's over...tmr juz endure a 2hr paper then i am off to freedom for a month!! ppl organise outings n meet up k...i can really do with some nice games or food...super deprived this month..yawn yawn...i'm super sleepy alr...

ps: ah hock..muz give me tips in dreamland k...zzz

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Just realised....

eating chocolate goes well with milk...yummy...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

i think mostly are true..except the marriage one...
quite looking forward to it actually..but mayb scared of minor things cannot agree on...i can be a stubborn cow at times..

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Moved!!

hey hey, i hav shifted my whole blog to blogspot cos dun wan friendster to keep sending ppl emails ab my new updates...kinda irritating i know..
so since i am new to blogspot, all those old birds out there muz inform me of the cool and funky stuff to add to my blog k...
tat's all for now..

新加坡人的矛盾 - 18 Nov

1. 晚上开冷气睡觉,白天开热水器洗澡。
2. 白天起不来,晚上睡不着。
3. 新加坡华族和中国汉族之间需要翻译。
4. 华族之间用外语交谈。
5. 不常投票, 经常投诉。
6. 半数以上的国民不会讲国语。
7. 有不少富有的穷人,有房子,车子,信用卡,公积金,但没有现金,而且欠债。
8. 有不少先进的野蛮人,会用多功能电脑和手机,却不会用一般的垃圾桶和厕所。
9. 一边抢购吉蒂猫,一边捕杀流浪猫。
10. 口香糖:可以嚼,不可以买。
11. 公共巴士:前半截人挤人,后半截鬼?
12. 教育:少教多学。

摘录这一期的 i 周刊...interesting huh...
btw..mount faber got a big xmas tree right on the top..think after my exams i gonna go up n see..preferably at night..with all the lights on..it's gonna be super beautiful...

Grumblessss - 16 Nov

i guess my mood has hit another lowest this yr...mayb i shld be used to it after a sucky yr whether in work or in sch...no problem i am a over-demanding gal who is blind about wad's happening ard her..but how come i can emphasize w my friends? mayb expections of them are lower? possible..even tho i think i value friends more than family..
bad thing dun come in one but a bunch i guess..i'm not even talking to my mum..mad at her cos she bought my first meal of the day at 3pm..but i refused to eat..tat's me..stubborn gal who dun put down her pride..she might as well dun buy...still shopped ard w my niece after sch while i'm starving at home..ya i think my temper is getting real bad now..angry yesterday n skipped dinner..study crazy stack of notes till 2+ am..my only meal for the past 24hrs is barely half a small bowl of porridge..too angry to eat more anyway...better for me..long time nv lose so much weight in a wk..
sucky month for me..falling sick right on my first paper..was sneezing more than i was writing for my literature paper...doubt will hav much hope for tat...nearly passed out on bus cos i was feeling too sick juz to stand upright.. but no fear to all my friends..i dun target ppl who are nice to me and not the cause of my bad mood..rather joke ard w u guys..felt the happiest days were the days in jc and all the class outings..we were enthu ab everything n juz did anything w/o a care for embarrassment..tat's the great thing about us..i am juz the sort of person who will juz do things on impulse and hate it when ppl dampens the mood..
need to grumble all my frustrations ab things now..my niece's prob..probably seems minor to some ppl who did more major things..but gals are diff..we dun fight as well..perhaps i'm those who is goody goody type who nv goes out of the way...my worst punishment in sch was beaten by my form teacher once on the palm..i even feel punishment by mr tek to sit outside class was nth..rather rare chatting session during physics lesson anw..my niece is ok now..for ppl who are truly concerned ab her..
i will need to calm down these few days and conc on my last few papers...no mood really now..dun worry pple...juz give me time to heal..time will tell...

14 Nov - Buying List

1) a nice digital camera tat i've been talking about the whole yr...
2) a nice warm water-proof jacket with a hood tat i can use for my lectures and exams...
3) 2-3 nice shirts for the new yr...
4) perhaps some new accessories like ring n necklace..
5) A nice X'mas dinner will be great!!
6) A few highlighters and stationery for my nxt sem...

tat's all for now ba...not in any rush to buy anything yet...but i dun mind any presents haha..
oh ya nearly forgot...
7) Harry Potter Book 6...been waiting for price to drop...

A Series of Tests

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

omg...this is so true!! this is the real me..


Your Personality Is
Rational (NT)
You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

so wad do u all think?


Your Inner Child Is Angry
You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.


Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.


You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.


You Are Chinese Food
Exotic yet ordinary.People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

Gummy Bears
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.


You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

Your Japanese Name Is...
Mariko Sanjo
You Should Learn Japanese
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!


You Are Not Scary
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

Your IQ Is 110
Your Logical Intelligence is Below AverageYour Verbal Intelligence is ExceptionalYour Mathematical Intelligence is ExceptionalYour General Knowledge is Above Average

Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: EagleAnimal You Were in a Past Life: WhaleYou are active, a challenger, and optimistic.Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

Your Birthdate: March 11
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November


You Are 40% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

Athletic Kid
Even if you weren't a football star, you spent a good amount of time playing sports and keeping fit.People may have stereotyped you as a "dumb jock" - but they underestimated your will, wit, and determination.

Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.At Your Lowest:You require a lot of attention and praise.In Love:You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.How You're Attractive:You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.Your Eternal Question:"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

领悟 - 6 Oct

等待,是我们每一天都避不了的事。

等待是痛苦的,但在绝望中它却是我们心灵上唯一的寄托。至少 你有东西可等待~

等待在感情世界当中是常有的,它可以是凄美,痴情的象征,但是“使用不当” 却会弄巧成拙。
不是任何事都能去等待,因为机会不等人,不把握就会永远的失去。它可能就在你默默等待的当儿,悄悄离你越来越远。。。

等待也是一种懒人避世的行为,不要以为会不劳而获,不争取不挽留,珍惜的东西部会乖乖来到你面前。。

等累了,一切将变得不重要..那只会是一种遗憾...

3 Oct~

I Know Him So Well - Chess

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well
Wasn't it good?
Wasn't it fine?
Isn't it madness
He cant be mine?
But in the end he needs
A little more than me...more security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide
He won't be mine?
Didn't I know
How it would go?
If I know from the start
Why am I falling apart?
I know him so well...

First wk of sch~~ 30 July

Hmm before i start..muz let u all know the subjects tat i'm taking this semester...my core subj are intro to study of lit n culture, intro to chinese lang, lit of pre-qin, han, wei n jin...actually i oso abit seh la..the chinese 'reading' materials are like so chim lo..rows n rows of tiny words..mind u..all those are like the theory paper kind of lun wen...scary man..can only understand bit by bit..tot i gonna like chinese lang since i'm strong in linguistic but i nearly fell asleep in lec( i think i really did haha)..cos it gets abit too technical..now i muz study the notes n prepare for monday tut le..
My other 3 subj are all electives..jap level 1, the magic of voice in the world of a singer n direct readings of modern chinese song lyrics( heard it's gonna be taught by Liang Wen Fu)..i'm gonna be so excited...all my electives all actually v fun..can take my mind off the hectic n heavy core subj...
Today me n my other 2 gal frenz went for the welcome ceremony for the akido at Sports Recreation Ctr..haha kinda fun actually if u dun mind a little pain n falling abit..we laughed more than we prac...even met a nj senior who was in A03..she was v nice n talked to us for quite long..this martial arts is more graceful n it does not need much physical strength..most of all it's a peace-loving fighting..juz to protect urself but not injuring ur opponent..tat's y it's called 'he qi dao' haha...the moves are v natural like the daily walking..juz need to get the correct techniques n u can learn them easily..so i think i'm joining it..it's only once per wk..no competition to worry ab haha..learn for fun n can protect against coloured wolves hahaha...
Watch out wor...muahahaha~~

First lesson...- 26 July

Yawn..somehow somewhat i feel shagged out now..my 2nd day of school...First day is really juz welcome here welcome there and listen to speeches..got alot of junk haha..ok la not really..got pretty nice gifts but no place to put in my hse le..why dun they give out food more practical..Oh ya speaking ab food..the buffets are not bad at all..they sure put in tons of money to feed such a big crowd..the tea reception is exceptionally nice with all nice little snacks to eat..yum yum...So today i went for my first lesson which is 'magic of voice in the world of a singer'..sounds impressive huh..the teacher is quite pretty..my classmates are mainly yr 3s n yr 2s..making me the xiao mei mei again...we formed groups with names like accenlendo, bel canto, cresendo, denuendo(sth like tat) n finally my group espressivo( sounds like espresso to me hehe)..we learnt basic stuff like pitch, timbre etc..we muz sing out to the note tat the teacher played on the organ..sounds more like a choir session haha..i'm really glad tat my group not v strong in music( only one knows how to play trombone) so i'm not the only gal who dunno how to read the dou gai...We got on to try out rhythms n test our vocal range to see whether we belong to the alto, bass, soprano etc...pretty interesting haha..like my primary days in choir..but my voice gotten weak due to the lack of practice..The lessons got vocal clinic (like projects) where we muz sing solo,duet,trio or quartet in order to apply wad we hav learnt in lesson..soon to come are breathing exercises, posture correction..haha abit like training for singapore idol hor...the lessons are 3hr-long but all of us din sleep..esp me who went in w sleepy eyes haha..it's too hands-on n interesting..juz abit embarrassing to sing out to the class individually..think i may carry on this module but i shall observe during nxt wk's lesson..
Wad an interesting lesson to start with..haha...

Start sch lo!! -24 July

Oh my god..so so long nv update again..haha getting more n more lazy..sorry to all my faithful followers haha..gee after waiting n waiting now the day is finally coming but i felt like slacking more! haha..well now is 11.50pm on the 24th night n i still dun feel like sleeping at all..maybe too excited to sleep? could be...
I really dun wan lessons to start so soon..after painstakingly planning my awful timetable i really need a break haha( stupid lessons always clash w my time)..juz hope this sem will give me time to familiarise with e place n know more ppl...wad is really exciting is there will be alot of my friends at NTU..i hope there will be orientations n exhibition on CCA too..
How how..excited now seh...cant sleep leh..wanna read my harry potter too..i think i may hav nightmare tonight..nightmare of late for lessons!! Ahh...ok..time to calm down..tmr is going to be a fun day..gonna get my matriculation card n hopefully can get my student card soon or else i gonna spend a fortune on juz travelling alone..hmm..getting more agitated now...better sign off now then go read some books..muz sleep by 1am or else panda goes to sch tmr haha...
My new life awaits....

Another phase of my life..- 17 July

After quitting my job officially on the 15th this month..i felt a sense of relief..as if finishing a course on office politics n typing course..thanks to this 3 1/2 months job i learnt to see the working life of adults (which i dun really look fwd to) n to improve my typing tremendously..to turn a deaf ear to everything proves to be a good method..i wun really miss anyth there but it's juz an experience for me..
Been so long since i update my blog..feeling really lazy or no mood to write..been quite unlucky the last wk or maybe i'm juz too careless..keep spilling stuff..nth much has happened anyway..other than visits here n there..the fireworks at the esplanade had been really beautiful..nice to go out with my class but still i'm missing somebody who always been absent lately...
All my enthusiasium to chiong n play this wk has been dying down..partly looking at my savings..really dun hav got much money to spare..i will prob do the things tat i wanna do..been quite a while since i went sentosa..miss seeing the nice sunset there..i'll be quite free this wk so feel free to ask me out..or else i will end up doing the things alone again..haiz...

ARGH!! - 2 July

I juz finished writing the update on my today's science centre trip n intended to save this post n damn this server got an error at this time n all the things i wrote cannot be recovered..super pissed now..not going to rewrite again..refer to fab's blog then..at least he got more photos to show..GRR...

Medical checkup- 29th June

Ahh...so tired now...legs like stone...
Today went NTU early in the morn for medical checkup..along the way met some friends taking the same course as me..we took quite long to find the place..the place is so big n 'unlabelled'..plus NTU is full of slopes n stairs my legs gonna break le..so much worse than NJ..but at least i din alight at the wrong stop...
So medical checkup consists of taking height n weight ( i shrank by 1cm!! Ahh..), see the doc to tell him ab any drug allergy etc..i got a super sensitive nose bleah..let him knocked my stomach here n there( lucky no need take off top..dunno who the idiot told me may need to take off bra GRR...) so went for urine test..first time doing it so quite weird...haha a few gals got stuck in the toilet cos no urine..still need to drink more water..later i went to submit my GIRO form..on map seems so near but it's a long walk!! ok la mayb not so but muz climb up stairs n slope..worse still i went to the wrong building..there are 2 places for the office of finance..by then i was so tired n hungry..din have any bfast in the morn...but still muz rush off to JP to take my X-ray..the clinic closes at 1pm n by then it was 12+..haha busy busy morn...until i'm all done then i can sit down n hav a decent lunch...
Afternoon meeting nat for roller-blading at ECP..the day was really v nice..breezy at the seaside..not at all sunny..but seems like a storm was coming..but since we were alr there so juz went along..i paid $10 dollars for 2hrs..haha beginning really lose touch after so long..lucky got knee guards..i will always fall( or nearly) when i least expected it..like walking on the grass patch?! haha...at least after some time we got better n i managed not to fall n pick up speed..was at the beginners' corner practising the correct way to way ( or else i stand still will start rolling backwards haha)..then the pros came in..hello? it's beginners' corner lo..they started like showing off..worse till 2 gals came in n like doing ice-skating stunts on roller blades..this is like so extreme of me n nat trying not to fall n moving so clumsily from end to end..they muz be illiterate tat's y dun understand wad the signs said...
But too bad cant blade for long..one hour later the rain started to drop..knowing me n nat will take forever to reach a shelter we decided to call it a day..me quite sad lo..din manage to blade to my fill..guess we went too late..but the short time was really good enough to make my day..long long time nv go beach n juz stare out the vast blue sea..then shishir msged me to go watch movie haha..nice to hav ppl sponsor me..(hint hint)
He got an extra ticket from his company so i got to watch it for free..it's the 1st day showing e "war of the worlds'..i totally got no idea wad is the movie ab..long time nv buy a mag to read..haha i looked totally out of place when i arrived..all in office wear w shirts n stuff..me in jeans, t-shirt n muz be smelling quite sweaty after my blading session..bleah..feel so diu lian..got refreshments there but i din eat much..ppl keep staring at me..cos our dear shishir busy to do his job..wish nat was w me..
So the movie started..not a bad movie i feel..climax after climax..maintain suspense n the tension throughout..the effects are good..v realistic explosions n all those cracking of earth..pretty amazing..wad i feel is tat the machines or creatues are not v original..how can creatures from outer space look like an metallic octopus or jellyfish? then ending oso v disappointing..quite anti-climax..beginning the creatures couldn't be killed by any weapons n humans are fast-dimishing..but in the end the creatures are killed by bacteria on the earth..stupid right...i mean how can they not develop any resistance after being buried under the earth for millions of yrs? makes no sense to me at all..haha..me n shishir were rolling our eyes when we got to the ending..
Dotz....

Sunday again...- 26th June

Oh well it's Sunday again...seems like i din do anything meaningful this wk..juz plain sulking..feel like a miserable old maid...sigh...this wk is totally wasted n there's nth to turn back time...I'm not as agitated now..did some serious thinking today..went to walk ard Pandan reservoir one round..it's been my wish to walk ever since sec sch..feel so good to finally do it...although alone...
It's 6km long...now leg muscles are really aching...i think it's time for me to move more or i can juz go crazy doing my boring job..today has been such a wonderful weather..really beautiful clouds n breezy wind to calm my mood..feels nth is really big deal after all..life is still as beautiful even if u got to face it alone..
I always have crazy ideas to do when i get bored..esp during exam period when u juz wanna do some crazy things to de-stress...i'm juz as determined to carry out despite so many years..there's one more quite extreme one which i only carried out half way...which is walk home from RV..i did walk from my hse to west coast park which is ard 2/3 of the total journey last yr..tat alone alr taken me 1hr n 40min...now w my decreasing stamina..i think i need to train up more b4 i go for my quest..dun wan to end up w aching legs all wk...
Hope this coming wk is not as boring..but i dun think it will..cos the ubin trip tat i've been looking so forward to will be on nxt sun..i juz cant wait to get away from urbanization...when i wanna do sth i always wanna do asap..i hate waiting cos the enthusiasium will juz die down..if i cant get ppl to do w me..i really dun mind doing alone..this coming wed i need to go for medical checkup..taken a day leave so i dun wanna waste it..since no one is really free now..guess i will go ECP to roller-blade...i think it's really cool since there will be no one to laugh at u when u fall n u will learn really quickly when u are independent..pls give me a non-rainy day..i dun mind the sun..i can use it anyway...
hmm..well lastly still feel quite bad wasting this wk..but given the same situation again..i think i'll behave the same way..it's juz my bad-temper tat i cannot change..hope things are a little different..but now..*shrugs* no use anyway...

My patience...- 24 June

For ppl knowing me..they should know i hate waiting for ppl..i like ppl to be punctual n always scolding ppl for being late..this is my limited patience...
there's only one person who kept me waiting for a long time but i din complain..i din feel good of cos..but i waited..i din get angry...
not his fault he says...ok i take it..cant help it...ok i ren...i'm rushing...half an hour later or an hour later appears...this is stretching my patience..since when i waited 2+ hr for someone? Understanding? who understands me having to wait alone after travelling half the island, from hungry to losing appetite, waited another hr? think it's fun to get angry? totally add more oil to my already shitty wk...
Bad-tempered gal i am...

21 June ~ Crazy day...

Today i muz be too bored...wanna do sth diff so i went to accompany nat at the shaw hse to see the stars walking down the 'xing guang da dao'...today is the movie preview for Inital D n the actors like shawn yue, edison chan n jay chou will be walking down at ard 7..so in my heels i stood there waiting at ard 6pm..joining nat who was already there..chop a good place( not as good as centre stage) n waving to me over the heads w her shaking umbrella...
so we waited..and we waited...
at least the DJs are early..came promptly at 7..not juz stupidly waiting blindly for wad it seems like eternity..Cong qing is really cute..Ma Li oso v nice..came upclose n shook hands w fans..their 'qin he li' is really touching..not tua pai at all..i shook w my fav DJ Ma Li haha..she looks good in her tan...
so we waited..and waited again...
nearing 8..the first actor came..it was edison w the big executives for the movie..nat got super excited n started to jump up n down..but it seems forever for him to walk to the stage to say hi, then media interviews..posed for photos b4 he finally reached our side..nat w her new 'elongated' body started to lean out n stretched the impossible so tat edison can sign in her autograph book..he's really v nice n came upclose to the fans...he was juz standing right in front of us..nat was so busy taking pic n askin him to sign..she was hysterical i guess..suddenly blurt her 'edison i love u!' n he replied 'really? thank you'..i think tat totally blew her away...she kept showing me he drew a heart on her book..i think he's quite nice after all..not the bad temper actor tat they made him to be..he wore v casually w an NS-style haircut..i muz say his complexion is damn good..like baby skin wor..so with a bunch of screaming fans behind me i got a good close look at him..not bad..i muz tell u all tat i din scream at all..actually not a sound..juz to keep nat from falling over i guess haha...
then we waited...came B-ge..dunno where he went tho we heard him going on stage but nv pass by us (or mayb we din bother to notice haha)
then waited..nxt is nat's other super idol..shawn yue (aka yu wen le)..this one is faster but fans went screaming again..nat nearly jump over again..haha..he ok la..look like in poster w unshaved n cool look..nat gotten his autograph thanks to his assistant who took her book to him..nat wanna kiss her for being so nice le...haha..for nat, mission accomplished..
i tot to wait a while for jay but he super tua pai..last one to come..i din wait..juz feel super tired standing so long in my heels..we went back then..it was nearly 9..stood for near 3hrs..it's crazy la since i am neither fans of any actor..juz to accompany poor nat who waited so long today..
so now i'm writing w my super sleepy eyes..resting my poor feet..not a bad experience i think..not everyday u get suffocated by fans trying to climb over u..juz hate myself for not being taller haha..yawnz..tat's all for now.. :)

18 June~ Fond memories...

Aiya juz tot to come n write sth cos got ppl complain tat i nv update my blog..to satisfy all my devoted fans ( dun puke) i decided to write sth la huh..hahaha
this wk is really like all other wk..really boring until u wanna tear out ur hair..i read 3 books this wk cos me too free in office (as usual)..dun say me good life got a high paying job ($6.50/hr) and a slack job..this job really suck sometimes..u cant chat w ur collegues,u cant play games, u cant surf the net( no ID to access it),u cant sleep( not too obvious la)..u basically juz either stare at the excel spreadsheet or read a book..so wad i normally do is to listen to my mp3 n read a book..or sometimes write a letter to grumble...things juz get too numb after such routine work...
trust me..nxt time i will not take on an office job again...i rather be a waitress or volunteer..at least not so bored...i miss all my friends..my training days even mugging days...
Can nv forget the times our class outings to pulau ubin where hf crashed into the fence or knocked me off the road..or our outdoor cooking at east coast park (hong ge even wanna cook a cat haha)..or mugging at diff macs ard S'pore..we always ended up chatting away or doing other stuff instead of studying...my training days together w my team..come to think of it now..i really led a fruitful 2 yrs in NJ n have a really good bunch of good friends..even met my soulmate..really really treasure these memories...no matter wad happens in the future or wad..i thank my friends for all the laughter we shared..these memories will be deeply embedded in my heart..*sobs*

10th June~Fri finally!!

After so many wks of routine work..today i finally learnt sth diff..suddenly all my free time are taken up..i dun mind doing it..but covering other person's duties most afraid of is to make mistakes..esp i did it in juz a day...walking ard..rushing my work helping to relieve hers..aiyo no time to read my book le..saded haha..
this wk tho i still feel v sian..at least got sth diff happened..this wed me, fulin n jasmine went to nyjc for DV Campus prize presentation..bloody place..so hard to find ( ok mayb i'm lousy)..look so near to the nel stn yet i walked more than half an hour in my heels!! Lucky i walked in the correct direction or else i sure cry liao..my 2 frenz even better..can miss stop somemore..until the whole group late..and worst of all..Mrs Poon waiting for us alr..
we did the news clip last yr for ch 8 news for the segment called DV Campus..so happens tat one of the two clips tat we did was selected as one of the 5 finalists for the best news clips..so in the end we din win..but we got a participation cert, a finalist cert n an eagle trophy( looks like scouts eagle -.-''' )
sigh i was expecting some cash rewards..too bad..tat trophy oso giving back to the school...so glory is for the school anyway..we worked so hard from planning to filming n to editing..abit unfair..esp we left the school alr..wanna keep sth for remembrance..the certs we intend to photocopy for ourselves on better paper..the original is actually quite poor..
so i was interviewed by the news crew but not shown ( haha)..but well still got one second of fame of me representing NJ to collect the prize..haha even like tat oso let fabian n candice spotted me..ur eyes are sharp man...
now i quite sick of working..juz wish to slack n go out everyday while money keep coming in..sigh..but work=$$ i keep reminding myself..a poor person like me muz keep working..saded..working till 15 july..i hope i can perservere tat long..muz "xiang qian($$) kan" haha like quoted by yanchoo...
jiayou ba...

Pissed~ 3 June

To make things worse for my already upset mood..my mum always managed to piss me off however i try to turn a deaf ear..she's juz so petty..she can remember incidents tat happened for so long ago..furthermore..she assumes things...things she think u try to hide from her n she makes it sound as tho it's true..she thinks wadever she says is right..i wonder if there is anything wrong w her head..her over-active mind n ridiculous suspicions are driving me n my dad crazy..feel like giving her a tight slap..
her latest grumble (this is a mild expression) is the trip to m'sia..due to the time is tight n we need to make full use of our time to shop..i mind u..she took over an hour trying n measuring the pair of jeans tat she wanna buy..i was trying on too but i quickly decided after trying on 2 pairs..my dad n i waited outside the dressing room..she went in went out..went in again..
anyone who knows me shld understand my temper..i'm a super impatient person n she juz took so long on 1 pair of jeans!! of cos i went to other parts of the store to look for my clothes while my dad waited there..he knows the undesirable consequences of ditching her (esp my mum cant understand eng)..she was pissed at tat time cos she cant find me..i was all over the place looking for my cheap n nice clothes..esp i need some suitable office wear..i chose a pair of black pants which is really comfortable but due to my short legs it was too long..
i din think much cos such things can be easily solved..since my mum knows how to alter..now she's grumbling tat i was selfish to ditch her n juz buy clothes as i like n has to trouble her to alter my pants..now she's still grumbling tat she shldn't hav bought tat jeans n altering it..as for mine..she threw them aside..tat's the way she is..but i dun care..as if i'm going to give in to her irritable attitude..
maybe tat's y i inherited her hot temper..i juz hope i wun be as bad as her since i'm alr suffering now..she's such a hypocrite..acting nice in front of other ppl while like lioness to me..i dun hide my feelings n it looks as tho i'm the unfillial child..she's getting from bad to worse n juz gets on my nerve..i really wish to refer her to a psychiatrist..i muz be sounding really bad here..
ahhh...i'm juz so pissed....!!!!

Lonely soul~ 2 June

The m'sia trip has been a boring one..esp with my parents only..no life...
sigh..been feeling awfully lonely lately..din realise until now..i din hav time to make contact w my friends...dun really like speaking to my colleagues..not my kind n u nv know when they gonna back-stab u..i missed school so much..
my life has been in such a routine n i hardly open my mouth much..work, come home, sleep..no one to really talk to if i got any probs...feeling so pissed at the slightest things..my temper getting really bad..and this wkend is gonna be as bad too..i know it..haiz...
if only someone had cared...

27 May~ Back Back

yawn...i'm back..can say i'm tired now..no matter how good n nice is the seat..u will still ache after sitting 6hrs in tat bus..yawn..update my trip later..Zzzz...

24 May~ Eve of my M'sia trip

Haiz...feeling so frustrated now..juz wanna let go off the air in my chest..juz super irritated from my father keeps shooting questions which i explain again n again..i'm a bad daughter..take things in my own way..even rude to them..but juz cant help being so impatient..they can drive me nuts anytime bleah..
Anyway this is not wad i wanna talk ab today..it has been a really slack for me at work..i can juz read my books n eat my fruits..was mentally preparing myself for this trip yet came an expected call..mentioned in my earlier post tat i went for the han yu qiao test..yes u guessed it...my super crappy compo actually help me to get into the 2nd round of competition..this round is going to be 'cai yi biao yan' to showcase my talents(which i dun hav) like singing, dancing etc..as much as my stage fright gets to me..i dun mind giving it a try at all..since not many ppl can make it..BUT...
the finals is going to be on THIS FRI...i'm still in m'sia..if i accept i need to turn up for a rehearsal on thurs too..argh...meaning i muz give up my place le...i think the 'prize' is able to represent S'pore n go China..haiz...of all times right? i think i nearly wanna jump off the building when i heard this news (i work at the 21st storey)..so so wasted...
but after a lame talk..i managed to calm down..since this cant be helped then i better dun brood over it..i looked at it from another side of view..i need not get all the goosebumps to perform on stage..oso i'm quite proud of myself to make it into the 2nd round at all..to think i nv write chinese for more than half a yr yet i still can beat some undergrads who were taking the test w me..ok not v big deal since i'm only one out of the ten ppl chosen from a group of 30+ ppl..at least i still 'dui de qi' my he lao..
oh well..wad a day..hope the nxt 3 days shopping will lift up my spirits haha..will update here again after 3days..Cya mashi!

23 May..

Time sure pass like a wind..now it's alr 23 May..i hav been working at amex bank for near 2months..like this job cos i hav the freedom to do wadever i like during my free time(which can be as long as 2hrs)..i can sleep eat or read my books to pass the time..tho it gets boring sometimes..but impt thing is money keeps coming in haha..i know wad to expect everyday so at least i wun be at a loss..even got a nice big desk to sit at..if only my com has games or internet access..can get awfully bored if i finished my book..
Wed i will be going to M'sia..excitement is dying le haha..since it's like such a near country..mainly to visit my relatives anyway..this is my 1st time out of country since sec 3( ab 4yrs?)..i dun mind not going if i can hav the whole house to myself for a few days..not tat i'll create havoc but juz wanna do things w/o my mum ard hehe..this wk is another 4day wk..i only need to work tmr n off for my trip till fri night haha..i hope to buy lots of nice snacks n clothes back..hope the things there having a sale..things at KL not exactly any cheaper than S'pore..
Today got the chance to say a nice farewell..my phone cannot be used while in m'sia cos no roaming..my phone will be awfully quiet for 3days sobs..hope my hands dun get too itchy (it alr become a habit)..can receive msg but cant reply..hope ppl dun get pissed if they cant reach me..

22 May- May Party!!

Haha..oh well today has been a tiring day for me..running around in such a bloody hot weather..melting on the spot le..
Today has been quite fun..starting was so funny..so unexpected..to think i'm oso one of the main organisers n yet i was kept in the dark...so naughty ah...all my daughters...first asked me to look for a button(which is a big lie) n dun let me in..then put a big thing at the door...such a big paper covering tat object..how am i supposed to know it's my super belated prez??!! first thing i saw the task tat shishir gotta do so i tot it's meant for him..i super sleepy n tired..sorry for the lack of response..haha...really like tat mashimaro with a big carrot stick..think i hinted too much to nat when i was working in citibank le..tot it was super cute n i made a point to touch it whenever we walked past it on the way to the toilet..haha..now prob is where to put in my room...hmm...
too bad i wasn't in the game today..heard they run half naked n backwards at the reservoir..i'm dying to see the video..thunghan now super onz..haha..no temper at all..*impressed* ;the only fun part tat i took part in was the pouring of flour (some even got egg in it)...nice playing w the hose haha..poor nat n huifang as expected will be targeted by shishir...thanks la hf n nat still hugged me with their wet n sticky body..*bleahz*
nice to see fab so lively after his injury..haha saw so many F words on his blog..yixin was super careful w him while bing was resting on his legs n weehao trying to kick him?? the guys huh..our class one abit cannot make it..
today muz say it's our most successful class outing..broke our previous record of 10ppl..today 14ppl (out of 23) turned up haha..at least we get to see how each other is getting along..with the gals working n guys all in ns..great effort muz be made to keep our class together..planning is always tedious yet we always manage to do it..thanks to our usual enthusiastic gang who nv fails to turn up..hope to rope more ppl in..i am certainly looking forward to the nxt class gathering :)

FASS Open House- 21 May

Gee was wanting to see what nus has to offer or attract me to their course b4 i make my final decision..
well..since i dunno much ab studying the lang( tho i am v interested n intend to do chinese lang major if i go nus), today's talk was sth tat really gives me an idea of wad it is really ab...studyin the lang itself is not juz the structure n grammar..it oso serves as a background for us to understand the cultural situation back then..the lecturer was even hired by the ministry of defence to decode the lang for defence strategy..this is all too intriguing n so unexpected..guess this greatly attracts me..
Been analysing the pros n cons of each university for so long..look at so many factors..still v hard to make a decision..some say NTU is fast catching up w the standards of NUS yet some( my teacher he lao) says NUS degree is more prestigious n the standards of teachers are better..since the course at NTU is brand-new i definitely hav my concerns..sigh juz wondering whether he lao is updated w the course at NTU b4 he make such comments..
juz wish NUS minors arent so crappy..wad Southeast Asia studies, Religious studies..this is so ARTS...at least i can choose NUS without a care..since it is so close to my hse n near engine fac too..sigh...
today i went for the chinese hanyu qiao test too..haha juz for interest purpose n it's free too..registered on the spot n juz did tat 2-hr test in half the time..long time nv write such compo le..i think i juz wrote crap..some words cant even rem how to write jialat..tested on some China history which i used to study for my comp last time..haha..think i forget most stuff haha..well at least if i din make it, i still got quite a nice mug as a consolation prize hehe..
So now i give myself juz one more wk to think thru b4 i make my decison..i wan to hav an enriching life in uni in terms of academic n CCA..i juz cant sit still :)

19 May~Thurs

hmm..wad a tiring day..i eat n sleep in the office all day...
haha..mayb still quite shagged after tat badminton session..it was not v tiring but somehow i sprained my arm n cant use full swing to hit the lob..i think shoulder joint rusty le hahaa..i hate taking leave or off..cos not only it means less money for me..it juz suddenly breaks off the momentum of doing things..i always feel ultra lazy after takin a day off.. oh well tmr fri le!!
looking forward to my long wkend to play again..esp somthing interesting is coming up this sun hehe..i cant wait...

18 May - Huh??!!

hehe this is my first post wor..abit "mountain tortorise" now..so those reading this muz be more ti liang haha..hmm..so many things to settle to make this first blog of mine nice n welcoming..so will post more of my entries later..feel free to give me comments k?