Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Airport excursion
we ate at the staff canteen n later went over to BK at terminal 1 to buy some snacks where we discussed plans for the class n the upcoming xmas party..it is really a headache to plan when the ns guys cannot confirm their dates (not their fault) w us..n worst of all none really showed enthusiasim or interest to plan or initiate sth for the class..cannot always depend on us gals to do the job right? u all wan outing so better plan la..dun keep asking us to plan cos we are not as free as u think...however i will still do the planning n coordination this time round with the gals' help n hope there will be more cooperation from the guys to reply us n not dao us...we dun hav much sms to spare either..
well then after we hav listed out some possible venues for the party n decided to go find out the prices first..we will then decide on the best venue n do up a food list n ppl confirmed etc...tat will be later since it's too early but the booking muz be done fast in case all taken up..nat will be going to Hongkong for a few days so i will try to contact w hf to see wad else we can come up...budget really as if too exp it will scare off the ppl who always refuse to pay...tat's the summary of the discussion...
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
16km ---cause of my pain...
after tat we ate a large waffle each with a scoop of ice cream ( i think my fav now is choco chip cookie dough)...felt super super bloated after tat..esp flour + water...couldnt really finish our milkshake...i can feel my aches gonna be super terrible tmr...oh dear...save me sia...i hope i can flip over when i wake up haha...but it was a super great workout...
Monday, November 28, 2005
Ouch~~
today had a nice walk to ikea from my hse...haha juz a workout before the meal...think i over-hyper today...ouch ouch think i gonna sleep soon...butt abit funny..tmr still going ecp to cycle...
yawnzz...
Sunday, November 27, 2005
歌词欣赏
《雪人》
1)好冷 雪已经积得那么深
Merry Christmas to you
我深爱的人
2)好冷 整个冬天在你家门
Are you my snowman?
我痴痴 痴痴地等
3)雪 一片一片一片一片
拚出你我的缘分
我的爱因而生
你的手摸出我的心疼
4)雪 一片一片一片一片
在天空静静缤纷
眼看春天就要来了
而我也将 也将不再生存
这首歌的顺序其实是 3,2,1,4 或 3,1,2,4
不过我个人偏爱 3,2,1,4, 所以我将以这一个顺序说出故事中雪人(女生口吻)的爱情故事。。。
“我是一个雪人,是由你用双手把我创造出来的,由一片片的雪拚出我们之间的缘分,我的爱就是因为你而产生的。你的双手摸着白雪,我心疼你受冷发痛。”
“整个冬天望着你的家门,好冷,还是你对我的冷淡,你是不是我生命中的雪人?我痴痴 痴痴地等。。。”
“过了好久,雪已经积得那么深,你依然对我冷淡,佳节里我倍感寒冷,祝你 Merry Christmas, 我深爱的人。。。”
“天空的雪越来越少,一片一片的,在无声中缤纷地飞舞着,春天就要来了,(对着你)我也将不能生存。。。(隐含再见的意思)”
文字用得浅白,但很有画面感。包涵的感情令人很寒心,尤其置身雪人孤单地在一个季节里对爱人的那份执著,却始终没有结果。。。
Saturday, November 26, 2005
First first aid exposure...
after the first 2hrs of talk we had a short break then had a first aid talk by this speaker, who resembles alvin (zhang) so much...haha cos both look like coffeeshop uncle w crew cut hair..but tat speaker, joseph phang ( wonder if they are related hmm...) is quite zai...a certified paramedic from australia so he touched on the basics like CPR and exposure to injuries...the pictures he used are so damn bloody...one got a long slit on the stomach w intestines all exposed, one prisoner who tried to jump over the prison fence but leg was caught by the barb wire n one whole upper thigh was tore open ( argh...vomit...), another one is a poor kid who fell while learning ice-skating n a fat man, who couldn't brake in time, cut through his leg n fell on the kid causing 2 open wounds..the poor kid had to have his leg amptutated until the knee (i really hav shivers going to learn ice skating now)...
he oso let us viewed videos called Life ER taken from discovery channel where we saw real-life situations where ppl did the rescueing...one is a black getting stabbed by his gf...and one which is more amazing for me was the video of a delivery of a 5mth old baby n how they performed CPR on the tiny little life who was so hard to breathe w his under-developed lungs...the doc ( a female asian doc woo...) practically had to pull out the baby, cos the feet was facing down, n be so careful cos his head could break w such a thin neck..it was so nerve-breaking..then they used 2 fingers to do chest compression n had to insert a thin tube to pump oxygen into his lungs...i really feel like slapping the mother cos apparently she took drugs n alcohol which induce the delivery...the chance of a 5mth baby surviving is so slim..lucky the doc perserved n the baby with his strong will to live tat e young life survived the ordeal....phew...
the alvin look-alike wanted us to know how real life situation was n not only to this sporting event but nxt time if emergency occurs we hav to be prepared to face bloody scenes and knows wad are the things we can do to help...(takes a deep-breath) seriously i doubt i will hav any courage to do it...haiz....
WooHoo!!!!
I am in super hyper mood now...i think at least to all my NTU fellow mates who have endured days of mental torture to keep revising...and finally today is the end of all the papers..today especially is for GE papers..so we ended on a lighter note..woohoo...i think if we can..we would set off fire-crackers at the end haha...we can finally set down everything n play u know..now left only a month before the nxt sem starts again...muz treasure the time..dec is a time for bonding sessions and of cos...X MAS Shopping!! the catalogue is really tempting me sia...i wanna buy new sneakers, jacket n accessories ( saw one pair snowflake earrings tat is so cool..feel like punching 2 ear holes too..but ouch )
haha finally...congrats to all the ppl who finished their exam..and oso Alvin who is super proud to pass out from NDU..great work!!
Guys...it's party time!!!!!!!!!! lalalalala.....( abit short-circuit now hmm...)
Thursday, November 24, 2005
the last night of revision
today linguistics paper is quite tiring..at first tot cannot finish but then alot dunno how to do..i mis-interpretted one of the questions some more...the teacher huh really give no chance...even tested on the reading materials tat we had...who the hell will know wad norman wanna say?? still got tat 丁邦新...i still labi xiaoxin better...my most confident core subject is gonna die too...wadever..i studied until vomit blood for this one..glad it's over...tmr juz endure a 2hr paper then i am off to freedom for a month!! ppl organise outings n meet up k...i can really do with some nice games or food...super deprived this month..yawn yawn...i'm super sleepy alr...
ps: ah hock..muz give me tips in dreamland k...zzz
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
The Keys to Your Heart
i think mostly are true..except the marriage one...
quite looking forward to it actually..but mayb scared of minor things cannot agree on...i can be a stubborn cow at times..
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Moved!!
so since i am new to blogspot, all those old birds out there muz inform me of the cool and funky stuff to add to my blog k...
tat's all for now..
新加坡人的矛盾 - 18 Nov
1. 晚上开冷气睡觉,白天开热水器洗澡。
2. 白天起不来,晚上睡不着。
3. 新加坡华族和中国汉族之间需要翻译。
4. 华族之间用外语交谈。
5. 不常投票, 经常投诉。
6. 半数以上的国民不会讲国语。
7. 有不少富有的穷人,有房子,车子,信用卡,公积金,但没有现金,而且欠债。
8. 有不少先进的野蛮人,会用多功能电脑和手机,却不会用一般的垃圾桶和厕所。
9. 一边抢购吉蒂猫,一边捕杀流浪猫。
10. 口香糖:可以嚼,不可以买。
11. 公共巴士:前半截人挤人,后半截鬼?
12. 教育:少教多学。
摘录这一期的 i 周刊...interesting huh...
btw..mount faber got a big xmas tree right on the top..think after my exams i gonna go up n see..preferably at night..with all the lights on..it's gonna be super beautiful...
Grumblessss - 16 Nov
bad thing dun come in one but a bunch i guess..i'm not even talking to my mum..mad at her cos she bought my first meal of the day at 3pm..but i refused to eat..tat's me..stubborn gal who dun put down her pride..she might as well dun buy...still shopped ard w my niece after sch while i'm starving at home..ya i think my temper is getting real bad now..angry yesterday n skipped dinner..study crazy stack of notes till 2+ am..my only meal for the past 24hrs is barely half a small bowl of porridge..too angry to eat more anyway...better for me..long time nv lose so much weight in a wk..
sucky month for me..falling sick right on my first paper..was sneezing more than i was writing for my literature paper...doubt will hav much hope for tat...nearly passed out on bus cos i was feeling too sick juz to stand upright.. but no fear to all my friends..i dun target ppl who are nice to me and not the cause of my bad mood..rather joke ard w u guys..felt the happiest days were the days in jc and all the class outings..we were enthu ab everything n juz did anything w/o a care for embarrassment..tat's the great thing about us..i am juz the sort of person who will juz do things on impulse and hate it when ppl dampens the mood..
need to grumble all my frustrations ab things now..my niece's prob..probably seems minor to some ppl who did more major things..but gals are diff..we dun fight as well..perhaps i'm those who is goody goody type who nv goes out of the way...my worst punishment in sch was beaten by my form teacher once on the palm..i even feel punishment by mr tek to sit outside class was nth..rather rare chatting session during physics lesson anw..my niece is ok now..for ppl who are truly concerned ab her..
i will need to calm down these few days and conc on my last few papers...no mood really now..dun worry pple...juz give me time to heal..time will tell...
14 Nov - Buying List
2) a nice warm water-proof jacket with a hood tat i can use for my lectures and exams...
3) 2-3 nice shirts for the new yr...
4) perhaps some new accessories like ring n necklace..
5) A nice X'mas dinner will be great!!
6) A few highlighters and stationery for my nxt sem...
tat's all for now ba...not in any rush to buy anything yet...but i dun mind any presents haha..
oh ya nearly forgot...
7) Harry Potter Book 6...been waiting for price to drop...
A Series of Tests
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
omg...this is so true!! this is the real me..
Your Personality Is
Rational (NT)You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.
so wad do u all think?
Your Inner Child Is Angry
You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming.
Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.
You Are Chinese Food
Exotic yet ordinary.People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.
Gummy Bears
You may be smooshie and taste unnatural, but you're so darn cute.
You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
Your Japanese Name Is...
Mariko Sanjo
You Should Learn Japanese
You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!
You Are Not Scary
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?
Your IQ Is 110
Your Logical Intelligence is Below AverageYour Verbal Intelligence is ExceptionalYour Mathematical Intelligence is ExceptionalYour General Knowledge is Above Average
Your Animal Personality
Your Power Animal: EagleAnimal You Were in a Past Life: WhaleYou are active, a challenger, and optimistic.Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.
Your Birthdate: March 11
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November
You Are 40% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!
Athletic Kid
Even if you weren't a football star, you spent a good amount of time playing sports and keeping fit.People may have stereotyped you as a "dumb jock" - but they underestimated your will, wit, and determination.
Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.At Your Lowest:You require a lot of attention and praise.In Love:You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.How You're Attractive:You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.Your Eternal Question:"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"
领悟 - 6 Oct
等待是痛苦的,但在绝望中它却是我们心灵上唯一的寄托。至少 你有东西可等待~
等待在感情世界当中是常有的,它可以是凄美,痴情的象征,但是“使用不当” 却会弄巧成拙。
不是任何事都能去等待,因为机会不等人,不把握就会永远的失去。它可能就在你默默等待的当儿,悄悄离你越来越远。。。
等待也是一种懒人避世的行为,不要以为会不劳而获,不争取不挽留,珍惜的东西部会乖乖来到你面前。。
等累了,一切将变得不重要..那只会是一种遗憾...
3 Oct~
Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well
Wasn't it good?
Wasn't it fine?
Isn't it madness
He cant be mine?
But in the end he needs
A little more than me...more security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide
He won't be mine?
Didn't I know
How it would go?
If I know from the start
Why am I falling apart?
I know him so well...
First wk of sch~~ 30 July
My other 3 subj are all electives..jap level 1, the magic of voice in the world of a singer n direct readings of modern chinese song lyrics( heard it's gonna be taught by Liang Wen Fu)..i'm gonna be so excited...all my electives all actually v fun..can take my mind off the hectic n heavy core subj...
Today me n my other 2 gal frenz went for the welcome ceremony for the akido at Sports Recreation Ctr..haha kinda fun actually if u dun mind a little pain n falling abit..we laughed more than we prac...even met a nj senior who was in A03..she was v nice n talked to us for quite long..this martial arts is more graceful n it does not need much physical strength..most of all it's a peace-loving fighting..juz to protect urself but not injuring ur opponent..tat's y it's called 'he qi dao' haha...the moves are v natural like the daily walking..juz need to get the correct techniques n u can learn them easily..so i think i'm joining it..it's only once per wk..no competition to worry ab haha..learn for fun n can protect against coloured wolves hahaha...
Watch out wor...muahahaha~~
First lesson...- 26 July
Wad an interesting lesson to start with..haha...
Start sch lo!! -24 July
I really dun wan lessons to start so soon..after painstakingly planning my awful timetable i really need a break haha( stupid lessons always clash w my time)..juz hope this sem will give me time to familiarise with e place n know more ppl...wad is really exciting is there will be alot of my friends at NTU..i hope there will be orientations n exhibition on CCA too..
How how..excited now seh...cant sleep leh..wanna read my harry potter too..i think i may hav nightmare tonight..nightmare of late for lessons!! Ahh...ok..time to calm down..tmr is going to be a fun day..gonna get my matriculation card n hopefully can get my student card soon or else i gonna spend a fortune on juz travelling alone..hmm..getting more agitated now...better sign off now then go read some books..muz sleep by 1am or else panda goes to sch tmr haha...
My new life awaits....
Another phase of my life..- 17 July
Been so long since i update my blog..feeling really lazy or no mood to write..been quite unlucky the last wk or maybe i'm juz too careless..keep spilling stuff..nth much has happened anyway..other than visits here n there..the fireworks at the esplanade had been really beautiful..nice to go out with my class but still i'm missing somebody who always been absent lately...
All my enthusiasium to chiong n play this wk has been dying down..partly looking at my savings..really dun hav got much money to spare..i will prob do the things tat i wanna do..been quite a while since i went sentosa..miss seeing the nice sunset there..i'll be quite free this wk so feel free to ask me out..or else i will end up doing the things alone again..haiz...
ARGH!! - 2 July
Medical checkup- 29th June
Today went NTU early in the morn for medical checkup..along the way met some friends taking the same course as me..we took quite long to find the place..the place is so big n 'unlabelled'..plus NTU is full of slopes n stairs my legs gonna break le..so much worse than NJ..but at least i din alight at the wrong stop...
So medical checkup consists of taking height n weight ( i shrank by 1cm!! Ahh..), see the doc to tell him ab any drug allergy etc..i got a super sensitive nose bleah..let him knocked my stomach here n there( lucky no need take off top..dunno who the idiot told me may need to take off bra GRR...) so went for urine test..first time doing it so quite weird...haha a few gals got stuck in the toilet cos no urine..still need to drink more water..later i went to submit my GIRO form..on map seems so near but it's a long walk!! ok la mayb not so but muz climb up stairs n slope..worse still i went to the wrong building..there are 2 places for the office of finance..by then i was so tired n hungry..din have any bfast in the morn...but still muz rush off to JP to take my X-ray..the clinic closes at 1pm n by then it was 12+..haha busy busy morn...until i'm all done then i can sit down n hav a decent lunch...
Afternoon meeting nat for roller-blading at ECP..the day was really v nice..breezy at the seaside..not at all sunny..but seems like a storm was coming..but since we were alr there so juz went along..i paid $10 dollars for 2hrs..haha beginning really lose touch after so long..lucky got knee guards..i will always fall( or nearly) when i least expected it..like walking on the grass patch?! haha...at least after some time we got better n i managed not to fall n pick up speed..was at the beginners' corner practising the correct way to way ( or else i stand still will start rolling backwards haha)..then the pros came in..hello? it's beginners' corner lo..they started like showing off..worse till 2 gals came in n like doing ice-skating stunts on roller blades..this is like so extreme of me n nat trying not to fall n moving so clumsily from end to end..they muz be illiterate tat's y dun understand wad the signs said...
But too bad cant blade for long..one hour later the rain started to drop..knowing me n nat will take forever to reach a shelter we decided to call it a day..me quite sad lo..din manage to blade to my fill..guess we went too late..but the short time was really good enough to make my day..long long time nv go beach n juz stare out the vast blue sea..then shishir msged me to go watch movie haha..nice to hav ppl sponsor me..(hint hint)
He got an extra ticket from his company so i got to watch it for free..it's the 1st day showing e "war of the worlds'..i totally got no idea wad is the movie ab..long time nv buy a mag to read..haha i looked totally out of place when i arrived..all in office wear w shirts n stuff..me in jeans, t-shirt n muz be smelling quite sweaty after my blading session..bleah..feel so diu lian..got refreshments there but i din eat much..ppl keep staring at me..cos our dear shishir busy to do his job..wish nat was w me..
So the movie started..not a bad movie i feel..climax after climax..maintain suspense n the tension throughout..the effects are good..v realistic explosions n all those cracking of earth..pretty amazing..wad i feel is tat the machines or creatues are not v original..how can creatures from outer space look like an metallic octopus or jellyfish? then ending oso v disappointing..quite anti-climax..beginning the creatures couldn't be killed by any weapons n humans are fast-dimishing..but in the end the creatures are killed by bacteria on the earth..stupid right...i mean how can they not develop any resistance after being buried under the earth for millions of yrs? makes no sense to me at all..haha..me n shishir were rolling our eyes when we got to the ending..
Dotz....
Sunday again...- 26th June
It's 6km long...now leg muscles are really aching...i think it's time for me to move more or i can juz go crazy doing my boring job..today has been such a wonderful weather..really beautiful clouds n breezy wind to calm my mood..feels nth is really big deal after all..life is still as beautiful even if u got to face it alone..
I always have crazy ideas to do when i get bored..esp during exam period when u juz wanna do some crazy things to de-stress...i'm juz as determined to carry out despite so many years..there's one more quite extreme one which i only carried out half way...which is walk home from RV..i did walk from my hse to west coast park which is ard 2/3 of the total journey last yr..tat alone alr taken me 1hr n 40min...now w my decreasing stamina..i think i need to train up more b4 i go for my quest..dun wan to end up w aching legs all wk...
Hope this coming wk is not as boring..but i dun think it will..cos the ubin trip tat i've been looking so forward to will be on nxt sun..i juz cant wait to get away from urbanization...when i wanna do sth i always wanna do asap..i hate waiting cos the enthusiasium will juz die down..if i cant get ppl to do w me..i really dun mind doing alone..this coming wed i need to go for medical checkup..taken a day leave so i dun wanna waste it..since no one is really free now..guess i will go ECP to roller-blade...i think it's really cool since there will be no one to laugh at u when u fall n u will learn really quickly when u are independent..pls give me a non-rainy day..i dun mind the sun..i can use it anyway...
hmm..well lastly still feel quite bad wasting this wk..but given the same situation again..i think i'll behave the same way..it's juz my bad-temper tat i cannot change..hope things are a little different..but now..*shrugs* no use anyway...
My patience...- 24 June
there's only one person who kept me waiting for a long time but i din complain..i din feel good of cos..but i waited..i din get angry...
not his fault he says...ok i take it..cant help it...ok i ren...i'm rushing...half an hour later or an hour later appears...this is stretching my patience..since when i waited 2+ hr for someone? Understanding? who understands me having to wait alone after travelling half the island, from hungry to losing appetite, waited another hr? think it's fun to get angry? totally add more oil to my already shitty wk...
Bad-tempered gal i am...
21 June ~ Crazy day...
so we waited..and we waited...
at least the DJs are early..came promptly at 7..not juz stupidly waiting blindly for wad it seems like eternity..Cong qing is really cute..Ma Li oso v nice..came upclose n shook hands w fans..their 'qin he li' is really touching..not tua pai at all..i shook w my fav DJ Ma Li haha..she looks good in her tan...
so we waited..and waited again...
nearing 8..the first actor came..it was edison w the big executives for the movie..nat got super excited n started to jump up n down..but it seems forever for him to walk to the stage to say hi, then media interviews..posed for photos b4 he finally reached our side..nat w her new 'elongated' body started to lean out n stretched the impossible so tat edison can sign in her autograph book..he's really v nice n came upclose to the fans...he was juz standing right in front of us..nat was so busy taking pic n askin him to sign..she was hysterical i guess..suddenly blurt her 'edison i love u!' n he replied 'really? thank you'..i think tat totally blew her away...she kept showing me he drew a heart on her book..i think he's quite nice after all..not the bad temper actor tat they made him to be..he wore v casually w an NS-style haircut..i muz say his complexion is damn good..like baby skin wor..so with a bunch of screaming fans behind me i got a good close look at him..not bad..i muz tell u all tat i din scream at all..actually not a sound..juz to keep nat from falling over i guess haha...
then we waited...came B-ge..dunno where he went tho we heard him going on stage but nv pass by us (or mayb we din bother to notice haha)
then waited..nxt is nat's other super idol..shawn yue (aka yu wen le)..this one is faster but fans went screaming again..nat nearly jump over again..haha..he ok la..look like in poster w unshaved n cool look..nat gotten his autograph thanks to his assistant who took her book to him..nat wanna kiss her for being so nice le...haha..for nat, mission accomplished..
i tot to wait a while for jay but he super tua pai..last one to come..i din wait..juz feel super tired standing so long in my heels..we went back then..it was nearly 9..stood for near 3hrs..it's crazy la since i am neither fans of any actor..juz to accompany poor nat who waited so long today..
so now i'm writing w my super sleepy eyes..resting my poor feet..not a bad experience i think..not everyday u get suffocated by fans trying to climb over u..juz hate myself for not being taller haha..yawnz..tat's all for now.. :)
18 June~ Fond memories...
this wk is really like all other wk..really boring until u wanna tear out ur hair..i read 3 books this wk cos me too free in office (as usual)..dun say me good life got a high paying job ($6.50/hr) and a slack job..this job really suck sometimes..u cant chat w ur collegues,u cant play games, u cant surf the net( no ID to access it),u cant sleep( not too obvious la)..u basically juz either stare at the excel spreadsheet or read a book..so wad i normally do is to listen to my mp3 n read a book..or sometimes write a letter to grumble...things juz get too numb after such routine work...
trust me..nxt time i will not take on an office job again...i rather be a waitress or volunteer..at least not so bored...i miss all my friends..my training days even mugging days...
Can nv forget the times our class outings to pulau ubin where hf crashed into the fence or knocked me off the road..or our outdoor cooking at east coast park (hong ge even wanna cook a cat haha)..or mugging at diff macs ard S'pore..we always ended up chatting away or doing other stuff instead of studying...my training days together w my team..come to think of it now..i really led a fruitful 2 yrs in NJ n have a really good bunch of good friends..even met my soulmate..really really treasure these memories...no matter wad happens in the future or wad..i thank my friends for all the laughter we shared..these memories will be deeply embedded in my heart..*sobs*
10th June~Fri finally!!
this wk tho i still feel v sian..at least got sth diff happened..this wed me, fulin n jasmine went to nyjc for DV Campus prize presentation..bloody place..so hard to find ( ok mayb i'm lousy)..look so near to the nel stn yet i walked more than half an hour in my heels!! Lucky i walked in the correct direction or else i sure cry liao..my 2 frenz even better..can miss stop somemore..until the whole group late..and worst of all..Mrs Poon waiting for us alr..
we did the news clip last yr for ch 8 news for the segment called DV Campus..so happens tat one of the two clips tat we did was selected as one of the 5 finalists for the best news clips..so in the end we din win..but we got a participation cert, a finalist cert n an eagle trophy( looks like scouts eagle -.-''' )
sigh i was expecting some cash rewards..too bad..tat trophy oso giving back to the school...so glory is for the school anyway..we worked so hard from planning to filming n to editing..abit unfair..esp we left the school alr..wanna keep sth for remembrance..the certs we intend to photocopy for ourselves on better paper..the original is actually quite poor..
so i was interviewed by the news crew but not shown ( haha)..but well still got one second of fame of me representing NJ to collect the prize..haha even like tat oso let fabian n candice spotted me..ur eyes are sharp man...
now i quite sick of working..juz wish to slack n go out everyday while money keep coming in..sigh..but work=$$ i keep reminding myself..a poor person like me muz keep working..saded..working till 15 july..i hope i can perservere tat long..muz "xiang qian($$) kan" haha like quoted by yanchoo...
jiayou ba...
Pissed~ 3 June
her latest grumble (this is a mild expression) is the trip to m'sia..due to the time is tight n we need to make full use of our time to shop..i mind u..she took over an hour trying n measuring the pair of jeans tat she wanna buy..i was trying on too but i quickly decided after trying on 2 pairs..my dad n i waited outside the dressing room..she went in went out..went in again..
anyone who knows me shld understand my temper..i'm a super impatient person n she juz took so long on 1 pair of jeans!! of cos i went to other parts of the store to look for my clothes while my dad waited there..he knows the undesirable consequences of ditching her (esp my mum cant understand eng)..she was pissed at tat time cos she cant find me..i was all over the place looking for my cheap n nice clothes..esp i need some suitable office wear..i chose a pair of black pants which is really comfortable but due to my short legs it was too long..
i din think much cos such things can be easily solved..since my mum knows how to alter..now she's grumbling tat i was selfish to ditch her n juz buy clothes as i like n has to trouble her to alter my pants..now she's still grumbling tat she shldn't hav bought tat jeans n altering it..as for mine..she threw them aside..tat's the way she is..but i dun care..as if i'm going to give in to her irritable attitude..
maybe tat's y i inherited her hot temper..i juz hope i wun be as bad as her since i'm alr suffering now..she's such a hypocrite..acting nice in front of other ppl while like lioness to me..i dun hide my feelings n it looks as tho i'm the unfillial child..she's getting from bad to worse n juz gets on my nerve..i really wish to refer her to a psychiatrist..i muz be sounding really bad here..
ahhh...i'm juz so pissed....!!!!
Lonely soul~ 2 June
sigh..been feeling awfully lonely lately..din realise until now..i din hav time to make contact w my friends...dun really like speaking to my colleagues..not my kind n u nv know when they gonna back-stab u..i missed school so much..
my life has been in such a routine n i hardly open my mouth much..work, come home, sleep..no one to really talk to if i got any probs...feeling so pissed at the slightest things..my temper getting really bad..and this wkend is gonna be as bad too..i know it..haiz...
if only someone had cared...
27 May~ Back Back
24 May~ Eve of my M'sia trip
Anyway this is not wad i wanna talk ab today..it has been a really slack for me at work..i can juz read my books n eat my fruits..was mentally preparing myself for this trip yet came an expected call..mentioned in my earlier post tat i went for the han yu qiao test..yes u guessed it...my super crappy compo actually help me to get into the 2nd round of competition..this round is going to be 'cai yi biao yan' to showcase my talents(which i dun hav) like singing, dancing etc..as much as my stage fright gets to me..i dun mind giving it a try at all..since not many ppl can make it..BUT...
the finals is going to be on THIS FRI...i'm still in m'sia..if i accept i need to turn up for a rehearsal on thurs too..argh...meaning i muz give up my place le...i think the 'prize' is able to represent S'pore n go China..haiz...of all times right? i think i nearly wanna jump off the building when i heard this news (i work at the 21st storey)..so so wasted...
but after a lame talk..i managed to calm down..since this cant be helped then i better dun brood over it..i looked at it from another side of view..i need not get all the goosebumps to perform on stage..oso i'm quite proud of myself to make it into the 2nd round at all..to think i nv write chinese for more than half a yr yet i still can beat some undergrads who were taking the test w me..ok not v big deal since i'm only one out of the ten ppl chosen from a group of 30+ ppl..at least i still 'dui de qi' my he lao..
oh well..wad a day..hope the nxt 3 days shopping will lift up my spirits haha..will update here again after 3days..Cya mashi!
23 May..
Wed i will be going to M'sia..excitement is dying le haha..since it's like such a near country..mainly to visit my relatives anyway..this is my 1st time out of country since sec 3( ab 4yrs?)..i dun mind not going if i can hav the whole house to myself for a few days..not tat i'll create havoc but juz wanna do things w/o my mum ard hehe..this wk is another 4day wk..i only need to work tmr n off for my trip till fri night haha..i hope to buy lots of nice snacks n clothes back..hope the things there having a sale..things at KL not exactly any cheaper than S'pore..
Today got the chance to say a nice farewell..my phone cannot be used while in m'sia cos no roaming..my phone will be awfully quiet for 3days sobs..hope my hands dun get too itchy (it alr become a habit)..can receive msg but cant reply..hope ppl dun get pissed if they cant reach me..
22 May- May Party!!
Today has been quite fun..starting was so funny..so unexpected..to think i'm oso one of the main organisers n yet i was kept in the dark...so naughty ah...all my daughters...first asked me to look for a button(which is a big lie) n dun let me in..then put a big thing at the door...such a big paper covering tat object..how am i supposed to know it's my super belated prez??!! first thing i saw the task tat shishir gotta do so i tot it's meant for him..i super sleepy n tired..sorry for the lack of response..haha...really like tat mashimaro with a big carrot stick..think i hinted too much to nat when i was working in citibank le..tot it was super cute n i made a point to touch it whenever we walked past it on the way to the toilet..haha..now prob is where to put in my room...hmm...
too bad i wasn't in the game today..heard they run half naked n backwards at the reservoir..i'm dying to see the video..thunghan now super onz..haha..no temper at all..*impressed* ;the only fun part tat i took part in was the pouring of flour (some even got egg in it)...nice playing w the hose haha..poor nat n huifang as expected will be targeted by shishir...thanks la hf n nat still hugged me with their wet n sticky body..*bleahz*
nice to see fab so lively after his injury..haha saw so many F words on his blog..yixin was super careful w him while bing was resting on his legs n weehao trying to kick him?? the guys huh..our class one abit cannot make it..
today muz say it's our most successful class outing..broke our previous record of 10ppl..today 14ppl (out of 23) turned up haha..at least we get to see how each other is getting along..with the gals working n guys all in ns..great effort muz be made to keep our class together..planning is always tedious yet we always manage to do it..thanks to our usual enthusiastic gang who nv fails to turn up..hope to rope more ppl in..i am certainly looking forward to the nxt class gathering :)
FASS Open House- 21 May
well..since i dunno much ab studying the lang( tho i am v interested n intend to do chinese lang major if i go nus), today's talk was sth tat really gives me an idea of wad it is really ab...studyin the lang itself is not juz the structure n grammar..it oso serves as a background for us to understand the cultural situation back then..the lecturer was even hired by the ministry of defence to decode the lang for defence strategy..this is all too intriguing n so unexpected..guess this greatly attracts me..
Been analysing the pros n cons of each university for so long..look at so many factors..still v hard to make a decision..some say NTU is fast catching up w the standards of NUS yet some( my teacher he lao) says NUS degree is more prestigious n the standards of teachers are better..since the course at NTU is brand-new i definitely hav my concerns..sigh juz wondering whether he lao is updated w the course at NTU b4 he make such comments..
juz wish NUS minors arent so crappy..wad Southeast Asia studies, Religious studies..this is so ARTS...at least i can choose NUS without a care..since it is so close to my hse n near engine fac too..sigh...
today i went for the chinese hanyu qiao test too..haha juz for interest purpose n it's free too..registered on the spot n juz did tat 2-hr test in half the time..long time nv write such compo le..i think i juz wrote crap..some words cant even rem how to write jialat..tested on some China history which i used to study for my comp last time..haha..think i forget most stuff haha..well at least if i din make it, i still got quite a nice mug as a consolation prize hehe..
So now i give myself juz one more wk to think thru b4 i make my decison..i wan to hav an enriching life in uni in terms of academic n CCA..i juz cant sit still :)
19 May~Thurs
haha..mayb still quite shagged after tat badminton session..it was not v tiring but somehow i sprained my arm n cant use full swing to hit the lob..i think shoulder joint rusty le hahaa..i hate taking leave or off..cos not only it means less money for me..it juz suddenly breaks off the momentum of doing things..i always feel ultra lazy after takin a day off.. oh well tmr fri le!!
looking forward to my long wkend to play again..esp somthing interesting is coming up this sun hehe..i cant wait...